You rolled your eyes and looked to your hands. You waited for Thor to come at the restaurant. 'I'm sorry Bruce! I.I love you!' You said and you hugged him again. 'Well isn't is better you l-.' He was cut off by you, pressing your lips onto his. 'It's since that day when I turned into the Other Guy, isn't it?' He asked, taking a step back. 'Than what do you mean you don't want to make me angry by the things you thought?' He asked. 'N.no! No Bruce I'm not afraid of you.' You said, looking in his eyes. 'What do you mean? Are you afraid of me?' He asked. 'I d.didn't want to make you angry by saying the things I thought.' You stutter. You unlocked the door and Bruce suddenly pulled you in a thight hug. (Name)? How long are you doing this already?' He asked worried. 'I'm sorry, I didn't call you fat, if thats what this is about. He tried to open the door but is was locked. You heard his footsteps closer and closer to the bathroom. '(Name)? Why is there blood on the sideboard? And, oh my god, why is there blood on the knife? (Name)?' You cry again. You closed the door and sat on the toilet. 'Nothing.' You said and you walked away, to the bathroom. You turn around and looked him in his eyes. 'Why? What is wrong?' Bruce asked louder this time. Stay there.' You asked with a shaky voice. A loud sob escaped your mouth and you freeze instantly. You saw blood dripping down your arm and it landed on the sideboard.

You began to cut and tears rolling down your cheek. You didn't want is though, but you couldn't stop. You ab react you anger and fear on yourself. Once he got angry and he slammed you against the wall (he turned into the other guy). You were actually afraid to say the truth to him. You turn back to the potatoes and the grab on the potato knife tighten. No, its fine, and don't you think the chicken is to much fat?' He asked. 'Well what do you what?' You shouted in anger. 'Hmm I don't like the spinach.' Bruce said and he walked away. 'Just potatoes and chicken and uhm.spinach.' You said. 'Hmm, what are you cooking?' He asked and he wrapped his strong arms around your waist. 'I'm home!' Bruce yelled and he dropped his bag on the floor and came towards you. 'Five? Okay then!' You said and you grabbed five potatoes and began to peel them. 'Hmm, how many? What do you think Roomba?' You asked your dog.

'Uhm, what next? Potatoes!' You said and you grabbed the bag of potatoes. You grabbed the chicken and placed in the oven. 'Bruce is coming home soon and I have to continue with the dinner.' You thought out loud. 'Please don't tell the others.' You begged. 'What's it?' Natasha asked, dipping the blood away. 'I promise, but you have to promise one thing to.' You said through your tears. 'Shh, it is okay (Name) just promise me you stop this.' She said looking you in your eyes. I'm sorry.' You cried, tears now flowing down your cheek. 'What the hell are you doing?!' She said, grabbing a towel. 'By the way (Name) did y-.' She stopped talking and looked at your arm. Suddenly the door opened, and Natasha walked in. When you saw the blood coming out of your body, you smiled. You grab a razor and started cutting deep in your arm. You tip-toed to the bathroom and closed the door. The talk with Natasha, the people on your school. Suddenly, you felt a wave of emotions hitting you. You changed yourself in your comfy black sweatpants. Natasha didn't know about your self-harming problem, and you didn't want to tell her about it. Natasha was the only one with you could talk about the problems at school. 'Well, nice we've talked about this, it was really girly though!' Natasha said. This story is about that Avengers (+ Loki) find that you are doing self harm.

Christian coma x reader about self harm